Paris Jackson breaks the silence on the death of the King of Pop in a revealing interview: 'I lost the only thing that mattered to me'

The 18-year-old has talked about her past addictions, her life in Los Angeles, her relationship with her father and his death

Michael Jackson's children are not often seen in public, much less grant an interview to some means. That's why the new cover of Rolling Stone magazine has surprised everyone with the statements of Paris Jackson, who has broken the silence talking in depth about her past addictions, her life in Los Angeles, her relationship with her father and death Of this.

In an interview full of controversial statements, the 18-year-old girl answered the question she once had on many occasions, if she was the biological daughter of King of Pop, to which she replied with complete confidence: "He is my father, always He will be my father, and he will never cease to be. "The people who knew him very well say that he sees me, which is almost frightening ... I consider myself black. [Michael] would look me in the eyes and point me with the index finger Saying, 'You're black, you must be proud of our roots.' And I would say, 'Well, he's my daddy, why would he lie to me?' So I just believe what he told me, because, to my 

knowledge, he He has never lied to me. "

In addition, Paris Jackson spoke of the difficult moments that she lived after the death of her father. "They always say that time heals everything, but it's not really that way. You only end up getting used to it. I live with the mentality of: 'Okay, I lost the only thing that mattered to me, so from now on nothing bad can happen to me', explained the now model before adding: "I'm sorry with me all the time" explained the now model . Without hiding her crises during adolescence, the young woman linked them with "low self-esteem, thinking that she could do nothing right, that she was not worth living more," so she revealed her multiple attempts at suicide. "I was crazy, really crazy. I was living a lot of hard things and I was dealing with my depression and my anxiety without receiving any help, "she added recalling those hard times. "I was doing a lot of things that a 13-, 14- and 15-year-old should not do. I tried to grow up too fast, and I was not that kind of person."

On the death of her father in 2009, Paris Jackson spoke in a way that she had never done before revealing that she was "absolutely" convinced that she had been killed. "She was throwing clues about people who were trying to hunt her down. At some point shd would tell us that they would kill her someday," shd said, adding, "It sounds like a conspiracy theory and lies, but true followers and family they know. They set her up. " Shr added: "It's like a game of chess, I'm trying to play correctly, and that's all I can say right now."

At present, Paris Jackson is taking its first steps in the fashion and show business. Increasing its presence in the media, Paris Jackson is the new muse of Channel and in addition to participating in a photo shoot for the French maison under the Eiffel Tower last week, was present at the recent Paris Fashion Week, where Witnessed the parades of Dior and Givenchy from the front row.